=D Back! Back! Back!

[Monster is back|newobsession|]

But i have absolutely NO muse for my english project!!
crap!
And it's late! I have to make up a poem and im like grr NO MUSE TODAYY!!!


Heh,
Anywho it's good to be back. New poem coming as soon as my muse comes back to me...

Updates:

Possible new poodle pup? =D hopefully!!
Have a new FABULOUS job - working with horses!
I am training in Dressage.
COMPLETELY away from all narcotics =D WOOHOO!!
No more of this "Raver bs." -- I dont rave anymore. woot!

Im very happy. Life's getting better slowly. I juss gotta work at it. =]

How are all my luffs I so rudely left???

[sapphiresmoke]

MONSTER!!! *tackle-hugs*

I am so excited! You're back!
It's wonderful that you're done with the "narcotics," as you put it, lol. Not to mention the working with horses thing and dressage! AND a possible new dog. You must be on top of the world.

You showed up just in time, too... I needed something to make me happy tonight. The whole "how are you" thing is pretty much... not so good. For various reasons. I'm sure life will get better eventually... *shrug*

But you made me smile. ;D I'm so glad you're back!
Good luck with your muse. It's so frustrating not being able to write when you want to, lol.

[Endovia]

Hey Monster!

Ah, that's so annoying when you have to write something for english class and you have no muse. That happened to me earlier in the year, but no worries you'll find your muse!
OMG! A poodle pup? I love poodles! LOL. I have a blackish poodle named Precious. xD
Awesome! That's so cool you have a new job with horses and dressage!
Yay! No more raves. Good for you . Are you sure your Monster? You've changed so much!

I'm good. It's summer for me already so I'm happy.

[Monster is back|newobsession|]

Heh. I am NOT sure if I am Monster anymore. Back in the day that title totally fit me! I just dont know that I could change it!
haha
Parents said no pup. ugh!! >.< I wanted that puppy more then you could ever know! I was so bummed out! I actually cried.
=[
Oh well.

Im very sorry to hear dear that your life isnt going so great! But sure I am glad I put a smile on that face!

Oh and my english project turned out MARVELOUS! =] I am about to post the poem now.
It's quite cute.
But I am SOOO rusty!!
And it's quite funny the very next day i was required to write a poem about Vietnam. I was like ARE YOU SERIOUS?! I HAVE NOTHING IN ME!
haha
that turned out well too.

Anywho. SOOO unblieveable(sp?) glad to be done and over with school... almost. 4 more days. >.<

[sapphiresmoke]

The poem did turn out really well. I just read it.

Too bad about the dog... Maybe you'll be able to get one someday.

I'm going to write a poem for my psychology class... We have to do a research project for our final exam, and I chose Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder). It's really interesting, and I found the story of a lady who lived with it for almost her entire life without even knowing she had it. We have to present the project in a "creative way," so I'm writing it as a poem... We'll see how my teacher likes that. Lol.

[Monster is back|newobsession|]

hmm thats some harcore studying you have goin on there!
haha
too bad im barely in high school
>.<
LOL

[sapphiresmoke]

This is my last year... Kinda sad, but mostly relieving, lol. Next year it's off to college to major in... Writing for Performance, Publication, and Media (what else?).'

Yeah... The psych project is the least of my worries, though. I also have to do this stupid project for calculus which is impossible and is a huge grade. It takes the place of my final, but at this rate, I'd almost rather just take the stupid final. That is hardcore. And I haven't even talked about the English project or the Chemistry Lab Notebook... Ugh. Lol. But I'm done complaining now. I only have a week left, and then I'm done with high school for good!

[Monster is back|newobsession|]

heh its not that bad!
Im almost done just tomorrow and two days after that

[sapphiresmoke]

Haha... Not that bad... Right. I'll just keep telling myself that.
I suppose you're right, though. I could be taking seven final exams in three days, like most people have to... I'm just stressing for now. After tomorrow, the stress will be gone. Except that we're moving to a new house tomorrow (same town, just a smaller house now that I'm leaving in the fall)... But yeah. Things will calm down soon.

School is over for me on Friday. That's graduation... Scary thought, lol. I'll be officially done with high school forever in less than a week.

[Monster is back|newobsession|]

omg. I officially START high school in less then a day!!
hahaha
wow.. time is FLYING...

Congrats on the new house!!

[sapphiresmoke]

Lol. That's just great... I'm leaving high school, you're starting. You're so right... Time does fly. It's crazy.

[Monster is back|newobsession|]

haha.. i feel just great about going to high school though.
=]

[sapphiresmoke]

That's awesome.
Even though I'm glad to be leaving it, I have to admit that I liked high school. MUCH more than middle school.

[Monster is back|newobsession|]

Middle school honestly was hell for me.
Im glad to be leaving that behind me..

[sapphiresmoke]

I think middle school is the hardest part of schooling, especially for girls. You probably had it rougher than most, though. *hugs*
I have very few fond memories of middle school. I just know I'm glad it's over. And high school IS much better.